Long Run Saturday

NOT HELPING……

The plan says 9 and all I have to say is that I just don’t want to go.  I don’t know if it is truly a motivation issue and I will feel better once I get out there?  Or I should bag it, head to the gym and call it a day?  I am going to sit here with my coffee and do my normal routine.  I actually wouldn’t have to head out for another couple of hours.  So I am going to sit on it for a while and see how I feel.

Let me be clear….there is NO reason to not go other than it is cold and I just don’t want to. So chances are I will get my ass out there at some point.  I would like to say that that in itself is the victory.  But anything less than 9 will be a failure.

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About nfoste2245

I am approaching 40 and have been married since my early 20's. I have become more than a little frustrated with having to answer incredibly personal questions about my choice to not have children. It is apparently taboo to talk about religion and politics, but confronting me about my reproductive choices is fair game. It is not a choice I made alone, quickly or lightly. My husband and I made it together. I am not "withholding" children or grandchildren from anyone. There is an astonishing lack of understanding over the idea that it is an actual choice, to have a child or not. There is also an amazing lack of support, discussion and resources for those like me, that have made the choice. This is not a blog for kid-haters, or mocking people for having kids. It is a place where we can talk about living full lives, without kids, and without guilt.

Posted on January 14, 2012, in Running and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

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