Regarding: Voices

Well, I have been doing a fabulous job of doing a lot of nothing while we are here.  I wish I could honestly say that I am “saving up” for Sunday, but I am not sure that is true.    Just nice and relaxing, having no agenda and no itinerary.

But the voices are starting.  The little ones, in the back of my head, that get louder at night when all else is quite.  What if I can’t find a rhythm?  Or a pace? What if something starts to hurt?  What if I did all this work and training and I don’t reach my goals?

I know I am supposed to trust in the training plan.  And I do feel like I have done everything possible to get ready for the race.  It’s just another long run.  I know this course and this race.  It is my third time here.  This is my inspiration:
someecards.com - Great baseball hitters succeed only one out of three times so you should try baseball

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About nfoste2245

I am approaching 40 and have been married since my early 20's. I have become more than a little frustrated with having to answer incredibly personal questions about my choice to not have children. It is apparently taboo to talk about religion and politics, but confronting me about my reproductive choices is fair game. It is not a choice I made alone, quickly or lightly. My husband and I made it together. I am not "withholding" children or grandchildren from anyone. There is an astonishing lack of understanding over the idea that it is an actual choice, to have a child or not. There is also an amazing lack of support, discussion and resources for those like me, that have made the choice. This is not a blog for kid-haters, or mocking people for having kids. It is a place where we can talk about living full lives, without kids, and without guilt.

Posted on November 10, 2011, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. I should definitely pick up baseball. Those voices are normal but don’t listen to them. YOU ARE AMAZING and you will rock Sunday!

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